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Fuck 2016
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I want 2016 to be burned, buried, and forgotten like E.T. the game.
Except actually forgotten. Fuck you, you've had enough power as it is, you don't deserve to live on as the worst year ever created.
Except actually forgotten. Fuck you, you've had enough power as it is, you don't deserve to live on as the worst year ever created.
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Where I've been
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Hey everybody! I know I haven't really been using this site in ages, so you probably missed out on a lot of details.
First off, if I came across as whiny or a jerk years ago, I do sincerely apologize; college was an extremely stressful time for me.
With that out of the way, I finally graduated last year and that lifted a HUGE weight off my back. I was finally able to beat depression! I eventually got a kick-ass job that I absolutely love with awesome coworkers. My coding skills have improved a LOT, as some of you may have seen in my CheatEngine scripts for Capcom games (I found CvS2 and MvC2 hitboxes, which I'm surprised hasn't gotten more coverage since I thought players have wanted a viewer for those for a long time! Oh well, it's the enjoyment and experience I got from making the scripts that count).
I started collecting CPS2 boards and built a supergun! I already own all the Darkstalkers games, even Hunter 2, which was hard to come by! Still looking for Pocket and Puzzle Fighter boards at a decent price, though.
I can draw pretty alright now, a skill I've always envied, though I still keep most of that private because I don't think it's good enough to post up.
I also made the biggest purchase of my life and am living in a home that I own! Well, kind of. I still have to make mortgage payments lol. I also started working out every day and I've never looked better.
Bottom line, things have never been better for me, and I've never felt better! I'm extremely grateful for the way things are now and this is just the beginning!
First off, if I came across as whiny or a jerk years ago, I do sincerely apologize; college was an extremely stressful time for me.
With that out of the way, I finally graduated last year and that lifted a HUGE weight off my back. I was finally able to beat depression! I eventually got a kick-ass job that I absolutely love with awesome coworkers. My coding skills have improved a LOT, as some of you may have seen in my CheatEngine scripts for Capcom games (I found CvS2 and MvC2 hitboxes, which I'm surprised hasn't gotten more coverage since I thought players have wanted a viewer for those for a long time! Oh well, it's the enjoyment and experience I got from making the scripts that count).
I started collecting CPS2 boards and built a supergun! I already own all the Darkstalkers games, even Hunter 2, which was hard to come by! Still looking for Pocket and Puzzle Fighter boards at a decent price, though.
I can draw pretty alright now, a skill I've always envied, though I still keep most of that private because I don't think it's good enough to post up.
I also made the biggest purchase of my life and am living in a home that I own! Well, kind of. I still have to make mortgage payments lol. I also started working out every day and I've never looked better.
Bottom line, things have never been better for me, and I've never felt better! I'm extremely grateful for the way things are now and this is just the beginning!
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SUPER LLAMA
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I don't know what this is but I have one.
SUPER LLAMA
SUPER LLAMA
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Dear Falling Angel
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So, learning how to draw without looking like a helpless dickhole is gonna take a long time. Even longer considering I haven't really done anything in the last week with what I'm currently working on. Gah.
I also haven't played Darkstalkers Resurrection in over a week, either. I'm already breaking the promises I made to myself... damn. I still want to be the best Felicia player in the world, but one week without it I feel is gonna kill me. Had all the time on the weekend to play, but I just didn't feel like it. Sucks that my mood dictates pretty much everything except school because that's the one thing I can't afford to slip up on.
Haven't done anything MUGEN-related, either, other than a video that I can't really be bothered to link because it's Japanese-only. Plus some characters I want to make are going to need a lot of edits, and in one case, new FX for a few moves.
As for Genocyde and Redstreak,
and I are contemplating a new system, which would take some time due to new system aesthetics such as hitsparks.
Though in general, my drive's been killed because apparently none of what I do matters.
Just realized that pretty much all my updates lately have been journal entries instead of actual content. Still have a backlog of small portraits I should upload. Apparently I'm just mad emo; difference between me and others is it's not a cultural thing with me.
As for why I titled the entry like this? I dunno, Krizalid's theme is cool. It's cold as a motherfucker, sort of something I think of when I have certain thoughts.
I also haven't played Darkstalkers Resurrection in over a week, either. I'm already breaking the promises I made to myself... damn. I still want to be the best Felicia player in the world, but one week without it I feel is gonna kill me. Had all the time on the weekend to play, but I just didn't feel like it. Sucks that my mood dictates pretty much everything except school because that's the one thing I can't afford to slip up on.
Haven't done anything MUGEN-related, either, other than a video that I can't really be bothered to link because it's Japanese-only. Plus some characters I want to make are going to need a lot of edits, and in one case, new FX for a few moves.
As for Genocyde and Redstreak,
and I are contemplating a new system, which would take some time due to new system aesthetics such as hitsparks.Though in general, my drive's been killed because apparently none of what I do matters.
Just realized that pretty much all my updates lately have been journal entries instead of actual content. Still have a backlog of small portraits I should upload. Apparently I'm just mad emo; difference between me and others is it's not a cultural thing with me.
As for why I titled the entry like this? I dunno, Krizalid's theme is cool. It's cold as a motherfucker, sort of something I think of when I have certain thoughts.
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